When can I climb up from a hole?

Really a long long time haven't update my blog. Nearly all my friends forgot that I have a blog, even including me. Within these periods (nearly more than a half year), too many things was happened to me. Happy, unhappy and unforgettable things were all appeared. Also, I got LOST in the previous several months too. This was really my first time to get lost in my life. Suddenly, I was pushed to grow up within this short period of time. Of course, I am not growing up physically but mentally. I know more about love and myself. This is a valuable experience which was needed to pay. Feeling lost, miserable and desperate is so bad...... It hurts me a lot and of course did not good for my body. I know well that I really really need to climb up from this hole as soon as possible and stand up bravely again. No one can help except myself.