Start Holidays

Dear all, I cannot help to tell you all good news. I started my two weeks holidays today. In this holiday, I do not plan to travel but plan to study. I will grasp the time to revise the books and prepare for the exam in the coming mid of October, as I really don't want to fail the first exam. Studying this part-time master is harsh but it seemed that I couldn’t escape from this challenge and have no way for me to hide. In fact, I have only started the lessons for three weeks. But those awful feelings are always getting around me -" Am I too stupid for catching up the professor teaching? Why the stuffs taught are so abstract? Why all my classmates seemed to be so understand of all professors taught except me? " In this learning process, I am so complicated, depressed and confused. I really need this two weeks holiday to give me a short break for reorganizing all my mind and feelings.